Tuesday 2nd March 2010. Morning. Vision. An animal and e angelic shape, much gracious, defenseless, a curly falconet, pure lamb curls. A tiny suave thing. A brown mud cur turns at it, pushes it, suffocates it, despite my intervention to defend it. To defend the Lamb of God.
I am the pitiless
I am Satan
You cannot do anything against Me
Once again Satan in vision tries to convince the carthusian about its omnipotence. The Lamb of God is ridiculed. Reduced to a trifle and tender thing.
29th September 1982. I write on my agenda-diary:
Like Mikael
Fought against Satan
And has supported all the angels of God
Only trusting the Holy Spirit
And not his angelic nature and power
Believing, and not thinking like Satan,
In the Christic Incarnation of God
I
only
supported by the Spirit and the evangelic Word of Christ
have to rebuild the Church
the Merciless
the merciless ones
Satan
The demons
The vision of the 2nd March has impressed the mercilessness of Satan in the soul of the carthusian forever.
We cannot understand Redemption if we don’t understand Satan. We cannot understand Liberation if we don’t understand who we are hostage of.
No man can understand the Hate that burns and gives life to Satan. Cosmic hate, absolute, uncontrollable, inextinguishable against Subsisting Love. Satan longs its expansion, hitting against the Ontological Law: the Self-elimination for Love.
August 1985. Predazzo. Dream-vision. Image of Mary, similar to the one in the sacristy of the old Franciscan church in S.Giovanni Rotondo, worshipped by s.Pio. I’d like it to come towards me. It comes towards me, it kisses me, it consoles me.
From the diary of 1985: “I have to satisfy my needs of prayer and contemplation. Otherwise my faith in Christ is inhuman: a suicide”.
“Be Mary the only woman of your life”: M.Q.
1985. A Tuesday in August. I dream a winged and suffering man. Later I rapidly write:
Mikael has visually and mystically taken part in the Passion and Death of Jesus
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