Tuesday 5th January 2010

Thursday 31st December 2009. S.Silvestro. Morning. Vision. Millions of glasses in the darkness. Inside pours Light. The meaning is clear:

 

Thanks to the prophet’s Message

And the power of the Spirit

Millions of men will meet the Christ

Because the Church will come out from the Reactionary glaciation

 

The carthusian in prayer is reached and radiated by an idea that dissipated doubts and perplexities temporal self-deceits about his death:

 

2009

Will be your last year of life.

 2010

Will be made of few months.

It cannot be considered a year.

But the carthusian in the last resort,

Trusts to the dearest God’s Will

Lady of his life

 

He feels Suárez Francisco’s words (1548-1617), father of modern scientific Mariology:

 

Nunca hubiera creído

que fuera tan dulce

el morir

 

never had I believed

that dying could be so sweet

 

From Stanislao Kostka to Francisco Suárez dying sweetly is a much exquisite grace of Her who died (died?) in the arms of the Son.

 

The demons hang on him for the first time

 

Shoe pedlar

 

That is you reason by your feet, you talk nonsense.

 

The demons either elate or depress. They are never coherent. They expose the carthusian to total low regard and pride.

 

 Shit

Stupid

Mad

Good

Saint

 

Several times the carthusian, despite the good done, better because of the good done, felt like shit. Literally. It obviously was an induced feeling. The carthusian had learned to distinguish the claws in his psyche.

 

The carthusian surprisingly found out that one, only one soul is a much desirable territory of the demons.

 

While I write it, the demons retort

 

It is not true

 

Complain:

 

Too much light

 

They feel naked.

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